I was playing battle ship with someone and I had won. The pieces were made of candy. The loser had thrown parts all over the room. When I looked at the clock, it was almost midnight and I told the person in the room I had to get up at 3am for class/work. I picked up dozens of little pieces and then went upstairs to use the bathroom. I commented about the whole house smelling like urine. When I left, I went to a trailer where old friends were and we walked to this large building with a hundred steps. I went up to a door 2x larger than me and knocked, no answer so I left. When an older woman answered, I ran back to the door and was let in. The inside looked like a small controlled village. She led me to a room with a man. He told me we would start my therapy session in a moment. When I went into the room it became a carriage. On one side of the room was an animal, a goose or a chicken. I had issues getting comfortable on the large sofa chair as the carriage began moving. The man was smoking and I could smell the smoke heavily weighing into my lungs that I started coughing. He rolled down the windows and asked me to start from the beginning. I began crying and said "to understand me I'd have to start with what happened 10 years ago".
This dream may reflect various aspects of your life and emotions.
Playing battleship with candy pieces could symbolize competitiveness and sweet victories in your waking life. The messy aftermath left by the loser might signify unresolved conflicts or chaos in your life that you may need to clean up or address.
The mention of having to wake up at 3am for class or work could suggest a sense of responsibility and dedication in your life. It may also indicate a feeling of pressure or stress to meet certain commitments or deadlines.
The smell of urine in the house could symbolize feelings of discomfort or frustration in your living environment or personal relationships. It may be a reflection of underlying issues or emotions that need to be addressed or cleansed.
Encountering old friends in a trailer and visiting a large building with a hundred steps could represent nostalgia for past connections and the journey towards personal growth or challenges ahead. Knocking on the door that was initially unanswered but later opened by an older woman could symbolize barriers or obstacles you may face in seeking help or guidance.
Entering a room that transforms into a carriage for a therapy session with a man smoking could represent the need for emotional healing or support in your life. The presence of an animal (goose or chicken) and your struggle to get comfortable on the large sofa chair while the carriage is moving may suggest inner conflict or difficulty in finding your balance amidst external influences.
The man's smoking and the smoke making you cough could indicate toxic or harmful behaviors, influences, or memories that are affecting your well-being. Starting therapy and mentioning a significant event from 10 years ago while crying may signify a need to address unresolved trauma or emotional issues from the past in order to move forward and heal.
Overall, this dream may be reflecting your subconscious thoughts, emotions, and experiences that are seeking to be acknowledged and processed in order to achieve personal growth and well-being. Consider reflecting on the different elements of the dream and how they may relate to your current waking life circumstances.